Frustrations!!

I sigh alot...you see, I ALWAYS feel so guilty when he has a setback as I ALLOWED whatever it was to occur. The most recent being a ballgame with the cosmic catch ball that Tristan and Brenna brought with them. Cory had been doing SO WELL for 10 days on his Maker's Diet and was so happy and then he played this and he has now been in BRUTAL pain for 2 wks plus 2 days and can no longer walk, hurts to roll over, hurts to move, hurts for me to pick him up...HOW can he be in SO MUCH PAIN!!! This is JUST so unfair!! He cries almost every night, wakes up a few times each night... his crying and suffering, albeit hard for him, is EQUALLY hard for me as I want so much to bear it all for him. I PRAY for wisdom and peace and for healing for Cory. I have Marilyn and Richard here to help us get ready for our journey and I don't plan on stopping till I have cured Cory!!